After the mixed response I got while in Los Angeles, I was convinced that my management was going to drop me. I know I wasn’t all that bad but a certain someone had me second guessing myself while I was there and it mind fucked me for a few days. To my surprise though, while catching up on emails this morning I found that  my running around naked and making out with chicks was apparently pretty good for business. Who knew that the one event I went to as a fan instead of the talent would garner such a demand?! According to her, “Your behavior has been described as rock and roll, captivating and real”, she went on to say “I have had roughly 60 contacts expressing an interest in your attending events and to work with you”. Ironic since I was not working there at all, but merely doing what I do whenever I go out but hey I’ll take it.  So far, it’s looking like I’ll be attending a few tattoo conventions, some adult entertainment events and possibly appear in a hardcore (the music genre, not the porn brand) video. Um.. yeah.. guess you never know!  I don’t know who all saw me, or why the sudden increase but thanks Big ups to the BDS team for throwing such a great party, to the beautiful and talented folks who made me all nice and pretty and to those who rocked out with me.

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It seems you guys spend so much time reading about my chaotic life and the susequent rants that I thought it’d be nice to share another site I am on in which the writing is a tad less…. offensive and a wee bit more professional. Turns out I am infact capable of writing something that does not contain so many uses of the word “fuck” it rivals the Scarface script, Who knew?!

Here are my two most recent articles:

Vaughn Belak- The Man Who Changed The Face of Horror

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Creating A Magical Christmas Vacation… On A Budget

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As  most of you know, I used to be a little bit of an entertainer an and used to complain about the ups and downs of the work. I stepped away desiring a simpler kind of life,and well let’s face it…I got just the opposite. It is not in my nature to be the subdued cookie cutter misses I so desired to be. Even when attempting to be just that, drama, excitement,  and intrigue occur… almost  likes it’s calling me back  to the lime light. Well, I hear it’s call, and riding high on this deep depression  I am coming back with a vengeance. Unveiling a new genre of music for me… the blues… more active roles, a more extreme modeling edge and a few other magic tricks under my hat, I have never been more ready. I only know one way to live, and that is all in.

Long story short? This terribly, horriffic 2009 was just what I needed to get confirmation of where I belonged, from this twisted romance to after school special ending, my life is that of a entertainer and even when I am not actively involved, it mirrors the most twisted of scripts. Mama’s back!!!!!!!!

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Fun fun fun fun. This is going to be going back to my 07/08 days (if you remember those), a lot of dark, sinister and artistic erotic concepts coming into play tomorrow. A perfect way to clear my head a bit more (haha yes I am still analyzing every little thing).. Viva la distactions. So wish me luck and I will probably throw about 10 or so online since that seems to be my pattern as of late.

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